Well. Insomnia's never really been my thing before.

I came to a conclusion while having dinner with Tracy tonight. Instead of being sullen that she has this great life that I'm sort of jealous of (I'll admit it!), I need to accept the fact that I'm not Tracy. A family is not my number one priority. While it would be nice, maybe, one day, for now I have my work, and I'm damn good at it. I do have a few friends, more than just Chase and Cameron, even if no one I know from high school is still in the area, or still in the area in a capacity in which I would enjoy seeing them. There are people here who know me and like me and respect me, and that's enough.

I don't know why I've been thinking about this revelation so much tonight, but it really does make me... content, for now. And really, I guess that's all I can ask for.